Sunday, August 28, 2016

A Body In Motion: Bloomington

This series of photographs are dedicated to showing real derby skater bodies without pretense and without apology.  This set is a pickup game between Team Black and Team Rainbow.  The sweat is real.  The hits are real.  The points are real. 

This set features skaters from our wonderful hosts Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby.  Participating leagues include A-Town Roller Derby, Arch Rival Roller Derby, Circle City Derby Girls, Demolition City Roller Derby, DuPage Derby Dames, Illiana Derby Dames, Lafayette Brawlin Dolls, and Rocky Mountain Rollergirls.  Additional photos can be found on Cory’s Flickr album.  Get future updates on Facebook by following The Rollergirl Project.


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[These skaters] are beautiful at any shape or size.

- B-Squared, A-Town Roller Roller Derby, new skater


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I started to zero in on my own flaws. But I noticed that other people may be looking at the same thing on their bodies and thinking the same thing. Then I noticed despite my flaws that everyone looked incredible and strong from the thin body types to the heavier ones we all have parts which are amazing and we are all playing an incredibly difficult sport. I was also happy to see my hearing aids in the photos because deaf and hard of hearing athletes can be just as competitive as hearing athletes.

- Diamond Dog, Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby, new skater


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My body has changed so drastically over the last four years and while the rest of the world sees it and my rational mind knows it (when you can no longer purchase a size 26 and 14's are the new you), I thought this may solidify more of a heart change.

- Knock'r Down, Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby, 9 year veteran


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We've all been told that we need to draw attention away from problem areas, that we're too big or too small or the wrong shape or not "toned" enough or too muscular. But in that moment on the track, we're not thinking about whether or not we look good. We're using our bodies to get stuff done. We're working together. We have points to score. We have walls to break through. We need to get lower, jump higher, hit harder, get across the track faster. And I hope you can see that we're having a great time.

Rocket Docket, Bleeding Heartland Roller Derby, 3 year veteran


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I didn't know how I would react when I saw the photos. I've always been extremely critical of my body and used to do destructive things to myself in order to look a certain way. I would avoid being in pictures and, when I did appear, I would stare at the photo and all of my glaring imperfections with self-hatred. I'm slowly recovering from that and roller derby has been so important in my journey. Derby taught me that exercise is not a punishment and its goal is not to change my body. Instead, I exercise with my teammates and I do it to be a better athlete. I look in the mirror and see muscles, bruises, and some jiggle. But that doesn't matter. So when I saw the photos, I was shocked that I didn't feel any shame. I didn't stare at my stomach or pore over my body. I see myself in the photos, no different from how I look at practice, at home, or at work. And that makes me so happy, and so grateful.

ShenAnakin Skywalker, Illiana Derby Dames, 3 year veteran


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I have always been small and underweight. The way our society works right now so many people associate "skinny" with being healthy. I used to think that way too. I am still very small but when I look in the mirror and see the muscle definition that didn't used to be there I am reminded of every single work out and every single practice I pushed myself through in order to make myself into a better skater. My body can do things it never used to be able to do. Things I never expected it to do. It has been amazing to learn what I am capable of. Now I know, just like being overweight doesn't automatically make you unhealthy or lazy, being skinny doesn't automatically make you the picture of health either.

Banjo Brawler, Circle City Rollergirls, 5 year veteran


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When I look down at my body or see myself in the mirror, I see something totally different than when I see myself in these photos. It's mostly the physical shape of my body - I never see myself from afar like everyone else does. I never see my own body entirely, at once, and in motion like others do. It's surreal in a way to see these photos and think that I almost look like a different person than I see when I view myself from within my own body.

- CupQuake, Arch Rival Roller Derby, 7 year veteran


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Tuesday, August 16, 2016

A Body in Motion: Naptown Roller Girls

This series of photographs are dedicated to showing real derby skater bodies without pretense and without apology.  Our focus is on practice time, where the real work happens.  The drills are real.  The sweat is real.  The hits are real.  This set features skaters from Naptown Roller Girls.  Additional photos can be found on Cory’s Flickr album.  Get future updates on Facebook by following The Rollergirl Project.


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Well, I have a fear of jumping. I do not like it when my feet have to leave the ground. When I saw the apex jump picture, I thought, "Holy smokes! I'm doing it!" As for my teammates, I already thought they were amazing. When we were looking at the pictures together I just said, "Look at you! Look how strong you are!". I liked that they were able to see what I see when we play.

- Flannery O'Clobber, 3 year veteran


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One of the coolest things about roller derby is that there are athletes of every body type playing every position at the highest level of the sport. No one's success is limited by height, weight, or shape. I hate it when people who don't know the sport tell me I look too small or too nice to play roller derby. We scrimmaged a top 15 men's team at the beginning of the year and I got lead jammer almost every time. I might be small and I might be a woman, but I'm not weak.

- Eve Anne Hellical, 6 year veteran


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This sport has challenged me to my very core, both physically and mentally. My whole life has been a fight. No one has handed me anything - I've had to work for it all, especially derby. I'm not a gifted athlete. I'm just a lady who wanted to do more than be on the radio.

- Peyton Slamming, 3 year veteran (2008, 2014-present)


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TRGP-8326 I love derby for so many reasons. This is by far the most accepting community that I've ever encountered. I never feel self-conscious about my body around my teammates, even on hot days in the warehouse when we are sweating more than we could have ever imagined. Another amazing thing about derby is that it takes all shapes and sizes. When I tell people that I play roller derby, they often assume that I am too small to play (or be "good" at it.) I always take the opportunity to dispel myths about the sport. “Though she be but little, she is fierce!” – Shakespeare

- NamaSlay, 1.5 years (2 seasons) veteran


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At this point in my life, I'm pretty comfortable with my body. It hasn't always been that way but I've come to understand that; no matter what I do, there are certain ways it will never look. As long as I'm leading a healthy lifestyle, I'm pretty happy with it. Seeing the original Body by Derby a number of years ago actually made a significant impact in this mentality shift. My hope, in being part of it, is to potentially inspire someone in the way that I was. To love your body for what it does more than how it looks.

- Armagayddon, 6 year veteran


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I think derby is unique in that so many people are able to do it, no matter what our bodies look like. There is beauty in all our curves and bumps and dimples we have. We need to always appreciate and celebrate our bodies for what we are capable of doing with them.

- Lysis 2 Kill, 5 year veteran


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To my teammates, your acts of beauty, grace and strength inspire me every day. I would not be half the player I am without you.

- Armagayddon, 6 year veteran


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Tuesday, January 19, 2016

A Body in Motion: Demolition City Roller Derby

This series of photographs are dedicated to showing real derby skater bodies without pretense and without apology.  Our focus is on practice time, where the real work happens.  The drills are real.  The sweat is real.  The hits are real.  This set features skaters from Demolition City Roller Derby.  Additional photos can be found on Cory’s Flickr album.  Get future updates on Facebook by following The Rollergirl Project.

 


 

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I'm proud of playing derby. It's been one of the most rewarding things in my life! I love the way my body looks because of roller derby. We are athletes!

-- Sadie Stardust, 2 year veteran


 

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Before this shoot - I saw obese, old gal. After the shoot and looking at these pictures - I see someone out there doing something. It may not be great but it's something. I didn't want to see the pictures, to be honest, especially because I didn't want to be faced with how big I am. I looked and wasn't completed grossed out. I got out of my comfort zone on so many levels and I'm glad.

-- Yankee ClipHer, Experienced Rookie


 

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When I started derby, I gained weight. At first I thought, "Woah, this is not how it's supposed to work! I want to LOSE weight, right?"

Society puts these ideas in our heads that we as women should strive to be small and if we work out we should make sure not to get too muscular, because then we won't be feminine enough. But in derby, we get to throw all those ideas out the window. I get to say, "Yeah, I gained weight! I gained 10 pounds of muscle! And even though my favorite jeans got a little tighter in the butt and thighs, I look at these pictures and think I'd trade my favorite jeans and a few inches for derby any day. I love derby and I love how powerful I feel when I use those muscles to push through a wall of tough blockers. I'm proud of my thunder thighs!!

-- Slaughtermelons, 2 year veteran


 

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I love these pictures. Seeing my teammates being comfortable with their bodies gives me the confidence to be more comfortable with mine.

-- Low Low, 2 year veteran


 

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I wanted to do Body in Motion to get further out of my comfort zone. A year ago, I was skating and I had zero confidence and mentally unfit. This year I have overcome so much and am building that confidence. I am going to be facing so many mental hurdles when I face competition that is NOT my own team this season. This is a good place to mentally toughen up.

-- Yankee ClipHer, Experienced Rookie


 

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